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I wander this dimension for fourteen years. Still enjoying my life, and still getting the hang of it.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

INSPIRE ME!

" He was exactly formed to engage Marianne's heart. " -- Sense and Sensibility

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INSPIRE ME TO WRITE! I WANNA BE INSPIRED!
Inspiration? Where the h* are you now?:'(

grrr:(

I MISS YOU MY NOT-SO-PERVERTED-FRIEND!

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ANDREA CURA BUSTOS
She's a classmate of mine back when I'm a freshman. A silent girl with a wild mind.
I miss her sooooo much! I love her writing skills.

I salute you, you perverted mofo:D

We've been through thick and thin.(weh?) I just miss her right now. awww:')

Her city is a three-hour-drive away:( aww.
This is for her:)

I won't wait forever

okayy... know the song 'I can wait forever'? It kinda reminds me of him. Stupid, isn't it?
GOOD NEWS: The image of him is slipping off my mind. I just want to forget him.

When you call
My heart stops beating
When you're gone
It won't stop bleeding

oh whatever! Finally! I can have some peace and quiet.

Still, the memory of him never fades away. When I'm in school, I remember him. I will do my best to forget this fellow. I'll wear a mask if I have to. I'll hide my emotions if that's what it takes.

THE END<3

Monday, July 26, 2010

i didn't forget you after all

... it has been months since i saw his angelic face. Months since I saw his smile. His smile. His oh-so-charming smile. :(

Three months it has been and every single day, he's always on my mind. I don't really know the reason why I still write this crap. It's idiotic, really.


My soul was taken over by fantasy. I was living a lie. A lie which made me think the feeling was reciprocated, which is certainly not. So I did the next best thing. I made myself busy with school activities to escape from pain. To escape reality. I thought what I did was enough, it wasn't.

My actions made it harder for me. Yes, i thought i forget him. Now that he's gone, what was left of me was nothing.

My mind tells me to forget him, but my heart contradicts with the idea.